It is 25th of January. 4 exams left, feeling a bit nervous coz I can predict 6 almost sleepless nights.
Can never make myself study something in advance. I do feel that February will bring changes, huge changes. Even 30th of January will clarify one important issue for me :) I am proud of myself coz I have overcome one little obstacle of my life, feeling ready to jump and dive in new stream.
Time is running out with every second wasted on living fake life. What is fake life? For me it is acting as others want or expect u to behave. Fake life is hiding ur feelings, being afraid to admit or share them. Fake life is following the stream. Being fake is being occupied with something u dont like at all and imitate pleasure u receive from it.
Fake means artificial. Artificial smile, artificial happiness.
Can't wait for spring to come. Fresh smells, bright colors, thunderstorms, air making u feel dizzy, and adventurism in blood.
1 month to go... I will face spring being 21 years old.
Can't believe it has already been 4 years since I have had high school prom...