It is 25th of January. 4 exams left, feeling a bit nervous coz I can predict 6 almost sleepless nights.
Monday, January 25, 2010
5 Days to Go
It is 25th of January. 4 exams left, feeling a bit nervous coz I can predict 6 almost sleepless nights.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Chemistry of Feelings and Instincts
So funny, life is so complicated, that is why, most probably, we like it..
Thursday, November 5, 2009
It seems to me that since I moved to Georgia whatever I do - I definitely do wrong and I have particular tendency to f**k up things.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Just Emotions
I do not give a hell about you.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
My friends
I cannot compare any of my friends with each other. Any single of them is unique and precious for me. They are the ones who support and motivate me, those people who believe in me and trust me, those people who, staying far far far far far away from me, make me perceive their love and their constant presence in my life.
They are so different, those whom I call my Friends. But in each of them I can always find one feature present in both of us. The result of merging of all my friends’ characters will be me, with their weaknesses and strengths. My friends love life, they are not afraid to laugh loud, to be themselves regardless of society’s expectations, they live the way they want to without harming others around.
I have met them in diverse circumstances, I have lived through various experiences with them, I have overcome obstacles strengthening our personalities, I have coped with difficulties standing back to back with them, I have argued with them trying to reveal truth.
They are always around whenever I decide to make dreadlocks, piercing or die my hair. Haha, have to admit, not all of them support me in this kind of decisions.
They are happy when I am happy; they give me pieces of their happiness when I feel blue.
Life brought me thousand kilometers away from my friends but it is not the end of our friendship, that is new start, that is new chapter of their visits here, to Georgia.
I could never guess how much I am addicted to them. How much they do mean to me. How much I would miss them. I could never expect txt messages received to my mobile phone to make me happy as though I got proposed.
I do love my family. But I am not sure if my family knows me to the same extent as my friends do.
I do value friendship. Life gives us 2 wonderful miracles: love and friendship. Friendship might be as hurtful as love, but it also make take us up to heaven.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Blue
It is raining outside, and I like the sound of drops on the roof.
It would be nice to dream when listening to them.
So many things happened today. And I got tired. There is a constant pressure on you even if you do not perceive it from the very beginning.
It comes from everywhere: family, friends, society. People expect so much from you. Haha, but, fortunately, I am just human being. Quite ordinary, nothing special, maybe I love people a bit more than they do me :D
I am just human being and that means I am making mistakes. Not every day hopefully. But making mistakes means I am alive and I am on right way. I am not heartless robot.
I never regret what I do, what I say, what I feel.
I do what I feel is right.
And I trust my intuition sometimes more than my logic.
Oh my gods, there are so many theories about male-female relationship. Haha, cool, I should have spent my whole life reading theories and never finding time to practice :D
Do you ever feel like not being understood? Do you ever feel life leaves you outside the mainstream?
Well, I believe even the strongest of our today world feel like that. I believe Bill Gates might have the same problem of getting irritated when something goes not just like he wanted everything to be.
Have to get up in 4 hours. Haha, being young is so wonderful: optimism, enthusiasm, energy, hope.
But tonight I am tired. And what person needs when he or she is tired is care. Word/gesture/touch/song/poem/sms/email. Whatever. To feel you are not forgotten.
And I want to be weak
But not every day
Just sometimes
To have a rest
And enjoy having someone stronger than I am close to me. Or maybe not that close.
Distance is relative
As everything in our world
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
so what?
Do you feel blue tonight?