Blue

It is raining outside, and I like the sound of drops on the roof.

It would be nice to dream when listening to them.

So many things happened today. And I got tired. There is a constant pressure on you even if you do not perceive it from the very beginning.

It comes from everywhere: family, friends, society. People expect so much from you. Haha, but, fortunately, I am just human being. Quite ordinary, nothing special, maybe I love people a bit more than they do me :D

I am just human being and that means I am making mistakes. Not every day hopefully. But making mistakes means I am alive and I am on right way. I am not heartless robot.

I never regret what I do, what I say, what I feel.

I do what I feel is right.

And I trust my intuition sometimes more than my logic.

Oh my gods, there are so many theories about male-female relationship. Haha, cool, I should have spent my whole life reading theories and never finding time to practice :D

Do you ever feel like not being understood? Do you ever feel life leaves you outside the mainstream?

Well, I believe even the strongest of our today world feel like that. I believe Bill Gates might have the same problem of getting irritated when something goes not just like he wanted everything to be.

Have to get up in 4 hours. Haha, being young is so wonderful: optimism, enthusiasm, energy, hope.

But tonight I am tired. And what person needs when he or she is tired is care. Word/gesture/touch/song/poem/sms/email. Whatever. To feel you are not forgotten.

And I want to be weak

But not every day

Just sometimes

To have a rest

And enjoy having someone stronger than I am close to me. Or maybe not that close.

Distance is relative

As everything in our world